• Healing

    Turning Lead into Gold

    Over the past 11 years I have felt the push and pull between justifying and making excuses for all the bad behavior and knowing I need to leave. And then it occurred to me, “I’m no different than Cheyne.” In that moment of understanding I can feel my heart softening toward my drug addicted brother-my best friend and soulmate since we were kids but over time have grown distant due to his addiction.  How many times can someone get clean and relapse? When will he learn? When will he get the discipline and strength? I shut my heart off to my younger brother, tired of seeing him hurt himself. But…

  • Matrix

    High VS. Low Vibrations

    There is no “right” way to be spiritual. To be spiritual is simply being connected to your spirit or to be aligned with yourself and following your soul path. This can look different for everyone. You don’t have to have crystals or be concerned with astrology. You don’t have to eat a certain way or meditate and do yoga. You do not have to look or act a certain way and you certainly don’t have to hold “high vibrations.” Everyone is learning their own lessons which means everyone’s journey will look different. When a group of people begins to make rules about how a person should live their lives or…

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    Enuma Elish and The Bible

    The Enuma Elish is the earliest written creation myth, in which the God Marduk battles the chaos Goddess Tiamat and her evil minions. The name ‘Enuma Elish’ is derived from the first two words of the myth, meaning ‘When in the Height’. Tiamat takes the form of a gigantic snake, and Marduk battles and defeats her using an arsenal of super-weapons. After his victory Marduk is made the leader of the Gods by acclamation. Marduk divides Tiamat’s corpse into two portions, the upper half becoming the sky and the lower half, the earth. Marduk then creates humanity from his blood and bone. The Enuma Elish has long been considered by…

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    Drought & Temperature Increases

    I keep seeing news articles about world wide droughts and temperature increases. I usually don’t pay attention to these things but decided to do a reading to see if there was accuracy in any of these reporting or just more scare tactics. I saw that overall there is a drought and world wide temperature increase and to put it simply it’s because a lack of feminine energy and an increase in masculine energy.You can think of feminine energy as cold, dark and wet, and masculine as hot, dry, and bright. There is a lack of earthly female energy and lack in feminine energy within humans and probably other things as…

  • Free Posts,  Healing

    Life Is Simple

    Last year I was introduced to homeopathy. I began seeing a naturopathic doctor for my children and this year for myself. I’m amazed at how effectively it worked for our ailments. I have been interested in natural medicine, health, and healing for over 10 years and although I saw improvement, nothing was as profound and quick acting as the homeopathic remedies we were each prescribed. My kids mental and emotional health has improved as well as their physical ailments. My mental and emotional health has improved significantly which is the inspiration from for this post. I thought I was balanced before I started taking the remedies but what I found…

  • Healing,  Matrix

    Can The Heart Be Programmed?

    Can the heart be programmed like the mind? What does it mean to have an open heart? Why do we have to protect our heart if the goal is to open it?  After many investigations I kept getting the same answer, “No, the heart can’t be programmed.” So why does it sometimes feel as if it does? Why does our heart get hurt? Why do some of us feel like we can’t trust our hearts? First let me say that heart/soul/ spirit can be used interchangeably. And I often say heart because I view it as synonymous to my soul. They are the authentic parts of ourselves and sometimes they…

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    A Course In Miracles and The Holy Spirit

    What Is ACIM? From wikipedia.com “A Course in Miracles (also referred to as ACIM or the Course) is a 1976 book by Helen Schucman. The underlying premise is that the greatest “miracle” is the act of simply gaining a full “awareness of love’s presence” in a person’s life.[1] Schucman said that the book had been dictated to her, word for word, via a process of “inner dictation” from Jesus Christ.[2][3] The book is considered to have borrowed from New Age movement writings.[4][5]“ Clairvoyant Reading When Doing a Reading on “A Course In Miracles” I see energy of both light and water representing. It seems like there is a stream of fresh clean consciousness associated with this book and it’s teachings…

  • Free Posts,  Healing

    5 Signs of Low Masculine Energy

    As you know, everyone and everything has both masculine and feminine energy. It doesn’t matter what gender you are, you need a healthy masculine energy for mental, emotional and physical well-being. So I will talk about the 5 signs of a low or unhealthy masculine energy and ways to balance this. All these signs overlap into each other as well, you will see what I mean as we get further into the post. 1. You have body image issues/ negative thoughts and feelings about your body. Your body is an amazing instrument that allows your spirit to have a physical experience. When you have negative thoughts about the way you…

  • Healing

    The Original Wound of Consciousness

    This blog is a deeper dive into my previous post about the hero’s journey and the role of the antagonist. As souls–we hold both light and dark within ourselves. Our souls consist of both of these elements. We may think of our souls as pure light only, but within this bright light, we also consist of darkness or –lack of light–as one cannot exist without the other. And because the soul is our God spark–this would mean that soul is both light and dark since soul is God and God is everything.  There was a time when we were completely engulfed in the light side of ourselves. Being in ONLY…

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    Heroin, The Hero’s Journey, & Reptilians

    I was viewing the effects of the drug heroin some time ago and was surprised at what I learned from this. I learned that heroin is a sick, death-like female energy. Think of this energy like the scary little girl from the movie The Ring. This sick dead energy will start to take over and cause someone’s natural female energy to lose strength and vitality. So when people “kick”– or withdrawal from this–they are kicking out this sick female energy out of their energy field. When this energy leaves the body the energy doesn’t just disappear, it remains intact almost like a demon in the spirit/energy realm. Next, I saw…