• Healing

    The Original Wound of Consciousness

    This blog is a deeper dive into my previous post about the hero’s journey and the role of the antagonist. As souls–we hold both light and dark within ourselves. Our souls consist of both of these elements. We may think of our souls as pure light only, but within this bright light, we also consist of darkness or –lack of light–as one cannot exist without the other. And because the soul is our God spark–this would mean that soul is both light and dark since soul is God and God is everything.  There was a time when we were completely engulfed in the light side of ourselves. Being in ONLY…

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    The Pyramid

    I see that there is some truth to the story in the book of Genesis where someone eats the “forbidden fruit” and it caused a spiritual death and/or a physical death of the body/avatar. This is because everything here is alive and has “soul.” Humans, animals, plants, insects, and even inanimate objects like toys and shoes. Soul is the endless light. It is the creative spark of energy that is the life force. That means that everything that was created from this spark–since the beginning- is soul and has soul energy within it: The painter and the painting, The pottery and the sculptor. Everything is God experiencing itself and everything…

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    Facebook and the Metaverse

    Facebook’s name change is related the to matrix inside the matrix I was speaking about in a previous post. It is like the inception of consciousness-getting trapped in a dream within a dream. Instead of being lucid in the dream and co-creating like what we do now in our 3d reality–inside this metaverse –you have no choice put to experience what is uploaded. You have no choice but to experience what is programmed into it, the images uploaded that will be transmitted into your brain. What I see when I ask about this facebook metaverse is water putting out a fire. I ask what this water represents and it represents…

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    As Creators We Also Create Destruction

    What if you were promised a place full of only anger, grief, pain, and bad emotions? I’m sure you would say, “Hey no way! That is a form of control! I don’t want to feel bad every day!” So what if you were promised a place of only good feelings? No fights, no pain, no struggle and nothing but bliss and ecstasy forever. Would it raise any red flags? How would you feel about this? Both of these narratives are forms of control. What I’m about to write will totally expose all 5D and “positive timeline” narratives as forms of control, matrix programming and extreme duality. So first things first.…

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    Signs You Are Stuck in a Program

    If you have not changed your opinions or beliefs about ANYTHING at all in the past few years–this is a sign that you are stuck and repeating cycles and programs This is because it means you are not learning from your mistakes. We all make mistakes everyday, every week, and every month. Most of these are small and minor, but sometimes they are big. This is okay. This is natural. We are supposed to take these mistakes- no matter how big or small– and learn valuable lessons that turn into wisdom as we age. Most of us stay stuck in loops and programs, afraid to have new experiences, because new…

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    Crystal Industry is a Scam

    Okay, yes crystals are beautiful and have energetic properties-but so does everything else. They have been turned into a money making business. When I first came into spirituality I started to learn about crystals because well-everyone else ranted and raved about the benefits of crystals. So, I hopped on the crystal train, hoping for some kind of magic to happen. I never felt drawn to any particular stone. I did create orgonite for a few years and I felt the energetic benefits from those little devices. They helped me in many ways-but again- no different than the great energy I felt from a beautiful plant or connecting with nature. I…

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    Savasana

    Savasana, also known as corpse pose, is a pose in yoga usually held at the end of the practice. You lie down on your mat for 5-20 minutes and just breathe and relax into your body. It is a time for your body to activate the parasympathetic nervous system, rest and absorb all the benefits from your practice.  When I first started my yoga journey, I hated savasana. It felt like a total waste of time. Back then, yoga was just another way to burn calories. As soon as I was done moving my body, I rolled up my mat and moved onto my next daily task. I had two…

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    Communicating with my body(s)

    When our consciousness isn’t rooted in the “now” moment, it gets split. Part of it will go off to the past, or in the future, or anywhere else other than here and now. It’s very hard to create a new reality when your consciousness isn’t present to create. This is all programming that is used to steer us away from “hearing” the internal dialogue within ourselves and preventing us from truly knowing ourselves. The internal dialogue is our Emotions and feelings. They are always there to send us messages about something going on  internally or externally. When we observe, without judgement, or without attachment, we allow ourselves to receive the…

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    Psychic Awareness with my Rice

    This year I am practicing on really honing in on my psychic awareness. It’s about becoming aware of the subtleties–the shifts in emotions, thoughts, feelings and senses and becoming aware of where they are coming from. It a practice of being aware and being in tune. It takes trust and confidence in yourself. What I’ve learned is that my male and female light bodies need to be on good terms My female gets the information coming into my field and relays that info to my male counterpart to interpret. If my male is not in a trusting state with my female he will not interpret the information. And if my…

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    Social Media and Trapped Consciousness

    I’ve been wanting to get off social media for years. I would go through phases of deleting facebook and instagram, staying off for a few months, and then getting back on to see what I had missed out on. It did nothing for me. But here I was-always justifying it for one reason or another, I mean after all, social media can be a great way to get your business some publicity. The day I finally made the clear conscious decision to get off social media for good I could already sense an immediate shift. This only happened this week and I’ve noticed some significant changes. The mental fog has…