• Healing,  Matrix

    Can The Heart Be Programmed?

    Can the heart be programmed like the mind? What does it mean to have an open heart? Why do we have to protect our heart if the goal is to open it?  After many investigations I kept getting the same answer, “No, the heart can’t be programmed.” So why does it sometimes feel as if it does? Why does our heart get hurt? Why do some of us feel like we can’t trust our hearts? First let me say that heart/soul/ spirit can be used interchangeably. And I often say heart because I view it as synonymous to my soul. They are the authentic parts of ourselves and sometimes they…

  • Healing

    The Original Wound of Consciousness

    This blog is a deeper dive into my previous post about the hero’s journey and the role of the antagonist. As souls–we hold both light and dark within ourselves. Our souls consist of both of these elements. We may think of our souls as pure light only, but within this bright light, we also consist of darkness or –lack of light–as one cannot exist without the other. And because the soul is our God spark–this would mean that soul is both light and dark since soul is God and God is everything.  There was a time when we were completely engulfed in the light side of ourselves. Being in ONLY…

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    What is consciousness? 

    I see a turtle on a Lilly pad of water, I see it drinking water and looking into the water. It’s as if it notices itself as it looks at its reflection, and in that moment it perceives. Consciousness is the ability to perceive. This requires separation. It needs to be separate and individual to have a place of perception to start with. It needs a place to start; This is me, this is who I am, this is what I am. To be conscious of something you first need identity.  What is the difference between soul and consciousness? Consciousness is something that grows, expands, and it is capable of…

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    The Distortion in the Universe-Understanding The Big Picture

    This earth reality is part of a game experience. It is like a carnival ride in the universe that was suppose to be fun. The ride broke because a Virus got in and malfunctioned everything. This virus is a parasite. It overlaid its vibration on top of everything else-disguising itself. This makes our vibration distorted.  What this virus does is infiltrate the consciousness and keep the consciousness is connected from its own soul. It does this with negativity and abusive thoughts. This disconnection makes its hosts spiritually dead like zombies. They essentially forget who they are at their core-which is a spark of God. So how was this virus created…

  • Healing,  Matrix,  Members Only

    Introduction To Healing

    Traumatized Consciousness And The Artificial Matrix Traumatized consciousness is what powers the matrix. The matrix is a false technology based overlay–just like a filter–that covers everything in this realm. It inverts everything so that everything is in a state of disharmony. Just like computers, it creates programs that people can download/upload or remove and delete from their consciousness. A matrix program is anything that is preventing you from being your authentic self. It is usually a self-sabotaging or negative belief about oneself. It is a confusing energy and will often talk you out of what you truly desire to experience in this life. A program will cause you to repeat…

  • Free Posts,  Matrix

    Soul Fragments

    Many are concerned with soul rescue and soul retrieval. Some even say that right now is our last chance to save our souls before they are trapped and tortured forever. I had a quick look to see the energy that came through when I asked about soul fragmentation. First initial thing I see is the soul going through a machine and splitting into two pieces which created what I interpret as the masculine and feminine energies. I also sense that this is what initially happens when a soul comes into human form and it creates a split in the brain. This split in the soul energies creates the left and…

  • Free Posts,  Healing,  Matrix

    As Creators We Also Create Destruction

    What if you were promised a place full of only anger, grief, pain, and bad emotions? I’m sure you would say, “Hey no way! That is a form of control! I don’t want to feel bad every day!” So what if you were promised a place of only good feelings? No fights, no pain, no struggle and nothing but bliss and ecstasy forever. Would it raise any red flags? How would you feel about this? Both of these narratives are forms of control. What I’m about to write will totally expose all 5D and “positive timeline” narratives as forms of control, matrix programming and extreme duality. So first things first.…

  • Healing

    Savasana

    Savasana, also known as corpse pose, is a pose in yoga usually held at the end of the practice. You lie down on your mat for 5-20 minutes and just breathe and relax into your body. It is a time for your body to activate the parasympathetic nervous system, rest and absorb all the benefits from your practice.  When I first started my yoga journey, I hated savasana. It felt like a total waste of time. Back then, yoga was just another way to burn calories. As soon as I was done moving my body, I rolled up my mat and moved onto my next daily task. I had two…

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    Communicating with my body(s)

    When our consciousness isn’t rooted in the “now” moment, it gets split. Part of it will go off to the past, or in the future, or anywhere else other than here and now. It’s very hard to create a new reality when your consciousness isn’t present to create. This is all programming that is used to steer us away from “hearing” the internal dialogue within ourselves and preventing us from truly knowing ourselves. The internal dialogue is our Emotions and feelings. They are always there to send us messages about something going on  internally or externally. When we observe, without judgement, or without attachment, we allow ourselves to receive the…

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    Psychic Awareness with my Rice

    This year I am practicing on really honing in on my psychic awareness. It’s about becoming aware of the subtleties–the shifts in emotions, thoughts, feelings and senses and becoming aware of where they are coming from. It a practice of being aware and being in tune. It takes trust and confidence in yourself. What I’ve learned is that my male and female light bodies need to be on good terms My female gets the information coming into my field and relays that info to my male counterpart to interpret. If my male is not in a trusting state with my female he will not interpret the information. And if my…