• Healing,  Matrix

    Can The Heart Be Programmed?

    Can the heart be programmed like the mind? What does it mean to have an open heart? Why do we have to protect our heart if the goal is to open it?  After many investigations I kept getting the same answer, “No, the heart can’t be programmed.” So why does it sometimes feel as if it does? Why does our heart get hurt? Why do some of us feel like we can’t trust our hearts? First let me say that heart/soul/ spirit can be used interchangeably. And I often say heart because I view it as synonymous to my soul. They are the authentic parts of ourselves and sometimes they…

  • Healing

    The Original Wound of Consciousness

    This blog is a deeper dive into my previous post about the hero’s journey and the role of the antagonist. As souls–we hold both light and dark within ourselves. Our souls consist of both of these elements. We may think of our souls as pure light only, but within this bright light, we also consist of darkness or –lack of light–as one cannot exist without the other. And because the soul is our God spark–this would mean that soul is both light and dark since soul is God and God is everything.  There was a time when we were completely engulfed in the light side of ourselves. Being in ONLY…

  • Matrix

    What is consciousness? 

    I see a turtle on a Lilly pad of water, I see it drinking water and looking into the water. It’s as if it notices itself as it looks at its reflection, and in that moment it perceives. Consciousness is the ability to perceive. This requires separation. It needs to be separate and individual to have a place of perception to start with. It needs a place to start; This is me, this is who I am, this is what I am. To be conscious of something you first need identity.  What is the difference between soul and consciousness? Consciousness is something that grows, expands, and it is capable of…

  • Free Posts,  Healing

    The Importance of Authentic Self-Expression

    Someone might make an uncomfortable comment. Someone else might over step our boundaries. Someone says or does something that we don’t like- Or maybe we are hold a different perspective from someone but don’t express our thoughts for fear of being ridiculed or rejected. We stay quiet. We don’t saying anything. What happens in these circumstances when we don’t express our thoughts and emotions with integrity? Essentially, when we don’t speak our truth in the moment we end up disowning ourselves. That is why it feels so painful. We might replay these experiences in our head for weeks. We loop it over and over thinking of what we should have…

  • Free Posts,  Matrix

    Soul Fragments

    Many are concerned with soul rescue and soul retrieval. Some even say that right now is our last chance to save our souls before they are trapped and tortured forever. I had a quick look to see the energy that came through when I asked about soul fragmentation. First initial thing I see is the soul going through a machine and splitting into two pieces which created what I interpret as the masculine and feminine energies. I also sense that this is what initially happens when a soul comes into human form and it creates a split in the brain. This split in the soul energies creates the left and…

  • Free Posts,  Healing

    Connecting Back to your heart and finding your Spark

    When was the last time you felt that spark for life? The little bubble of excitement to experience something new or do something you love? What is it that you love to do anyway? What is it that brings you joy and happiness? If you are having a hard time answering any of these questions, don’t worry. We have all been there. If I would have asked myself this question a year ago I would tell you that the last time I felt a true spark of wonder was when I was a child. But even back then it was probably very dimmed. Childhood is not easy for most of…